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Its hard when you miss someone but you cant tell him. Youre mind knows that you are just friends, but youre heart want it to be more or at least you think so. Its hard when youre afraid to tell him, afraid that if you do he will stop being your friend.. and that friendship is everything you have and you dont want to lose it.
Its hard when you are confused about how you feel and you have nobody to talk about it with. and everyday you have to watch your mouth so you wont say anything stupid. All you want is a answer but you cant get it. But when you have met someone who makes you smile, makes you forget the bad things, makes you wanna live your life with a smile on your face, makes you wanna deal with things you didnt care about before.. all you want is him to be yours..
When you feel like this you dont want to lose him, and if you say something to him he will be afraid for your feelings.. Beacuse he dont want it to be more then a friendship.
Its hard, but sometimes we have to deal with things like this, I have done it all my life.. and it seems like it will continue. Or ive been happy 2 time.. when im near my friend and I was happy with my x boyfriend.. and that was 6years ago.
I can handle it.. I will handle it.. I have to handle it. I have to shut up. I wont lose him.
Its hard when you are confused about how you feel and you have nobody to talk about it with. and everyday you have to watch your mouth so you wont say anything stupid. All you want is a answer but you cant get it. But when you have met someone who makes you smile, makes you forget the bad things, makes you wanna live your life with a smile on your face, makes you wanna deal with things you didnt care about before.. all you want is him to be yours..
When you feel like this you dont want to lose him, and if you say something to him he will be afraid for your feelings.. Beacuse he dont want it to be more then a friendship.
Its hard, but sometimes we have to deal with things like this, I have done it all my life.. and it seems like it will continue. Or ive been happy 2 time.. when im near my friend and I was happy with my x boyfriend.. and that was 6years ago.
I can handle it.. I will handle it.. I have to handle it. I have to shut up. I wont lose him.
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Namn: JOHANNA
MEN GUMMAN? SER JAG EN UPPDATERING? WIHOOOOO! :) Hur mår du?
Namn: JOHANNA
Det är bara bra med mig. Hur känns det att vara i Sverige igen då? Underbart? Kommer du att stanna länge nu?
Namn: JOHANNA
Vad har du hittat på idag då?
Namn: Kornelia
HELLOOOO kanske dax för uppdatering!!!
Älskar dig gumman och vi saknar dig.
Puss från mig och Jonathan <3 <3
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